A Time Out

I begin my vacation posts, not with shots of Cinderella’s Castle as you probably expect, but rather, shots of a Church.  And I begin, not with the first day of our arrival, but smack in the middle of our vacation, Sunday, since it was one of my favorite days.

You see, we have slipped a bit over the years in our Church attending habits.  Always mindful of God in our home, and outside of it, always mindful of living a life that God would be proud of, but Church every Sunday?  Sporadic.  However, I find the more chaotic life has gotten, and the more challenging this parenting gig becomes, the more I am drawn to Church, finding solace in being surrounded by like minded people and listening to teachings that are a direct reminder of the importance of Faith.  So our family has been recommitted to attending Church regularly in recent months.

That being said, we felt it was important to take our mid-vacation Sunday off to attend Mass and to have a quiet day away from the hustle and bustle of the parks.  After Church, we enjoyed a quiet afternoon in the pool together as a family, ordered in dinner, and relaxed, recharging our proverbial batteries.

The Church we attended was the same one Zan and I discovered fifteen years ago in Orlando on Easter Sunday.  I remember reading at the time that had Walt Disney built a Church, it would look like this one.  Whoever said this was not mistaken in their assessment.  This Church is a sight to behold, but more importantly the Very Reverend Edward J. McCarthy is a treasure within a treasure.  He began Mass by making all feel welcome.  This is not a Diocesan Church…it is a Church where travelers gather from far and wide and he ministers to the needs of travelers only within these walls.

He began the Mass with a little history of the Shrine, and by asking for a show of hands from International travelers.  It was quite amazing to see families introduce themselves from Nigeria, Ireland, Canada, England, Cuba, etc., then to see Americans introduce themselves from all over the States.  He ended with a powerful sermon on the true meaning of being humble, that I will not soon forget.  It was quite a powerful experience to attend the service with people from all over the world who also find comfort in the ritual of the Mass and the gathering in common purpose.  The music was truly inspiring, and filled the Church with a richness of sound unmatched by the smaller Churches I am accustomed to.  A beautiful experience as a family, in a beautiful place.

I present to you Mary Queen of the Universe Shrine.

The view from the entrance to the sanctuary, looking toward the altar.  The Church seats 2,000.

The view from the front of the altar…the marble is truly spectacular.

The view from behind the altar looking back toward the entrance.  The statue of the Risen Christ over the doors is an impressive sight.  I’m sorry I did not get a closer shot of it.

This prominent sculpture of Mary and the Baby Jesus:  As per the website, “The Shrine’s defining representation of Mary, Queen of the Universe. A project long delayed as the sculptor, Jill Burkee combed the great quarries of Carrara, Italy for a block of rare, pure white marble, the completed 8-foot work stands on a marble base and encloses the names of some 3,300 Shrine Associates.”

Once a Mother, always a Mother…I loved this sculpture most of all.

And I couldn’t resist these shots of the candles before I left…

A magnificent gathering place, this.  So glad we found it.

If you’re interested in reading more about this place, click here.

So much So much So much to say But where oh where oh where to start?

I know y’all are flocking over here (I use the term “flocking” loosely) expecting to see some Disney photos and recaps of my two-week-long Mouse Extravaganza, so I am sorry about the left turn I am taking at the moment, but seeing as how I *just* got all thousand or so off my camera yesterday, and began uploading *some* of them to Flickr today, I can’t quite wrap my head around where to start.

So, I am starting where my head is at, and that is nowhere near Disney.

My head is here…

This is Mister Baby Boy around one year old….drooling, teething, delightful, darling boy.

This is Mister Big Boy now…

Isn’t he charming??  LOL

In all seriousness, I love this photo because it captures my boy in all his emotional glory.  He remains one of the most delightful, darling boys, but now he has a personality that never hides it’s feelings.  And this photo catches him in one of his disappointed, irritated moments.  He did NOT want to get off that ride!  (Speedway Cars for those wondering.)

My sweet boy is on my mind tonight because he starts Preschool in the morning.  He is VERY excited, and I am praying that his excitement translates into an easy transition and a love of his new bit of independence, separate from Mommy for two mornings a week.

And I must confess to feeling a little guilt.  You see, I know that Mommies seeing their last born off to Preschool for the first time are supposed to be sad and melancholy…they are supposed to be worried sick and unable to sleep for thinking of their little sweetie having to face the big, bad world alone.   But here I am tonight, suffering a guilty conscience because (she says in a very low whisper hoping nobody will hear) I’m so excited I could pee my pants!! (She looks around with her hand to her mouth, not believing she uttered such words out loud.)

Yes, I am EXCITED, and I feel like a very bad Mommy indeed.  But you see, if all goes well (meaning he loves it and is happy and learning wonderful things) this will mean FIVE WHOLE HOURS A WEEK to myself! Five whole  HOURS!!  I haven’t had five whole minutes to myself in at least three and a half years.  And this summer, I haven’t had five whole SECONDS to myself with all three of them home.  When I was a working Mom, I had moments to myself throughout the day.  The ride in the car to work, bathroom breaks, lunch with friends (even if it was in the faculty room.)  But since I’ve been home, I don’t have a moment, waking or sleeping, alone.  I am not complaining, truly, as I feel so blessed to be home, but as I ponder the possibilities—-I get all twizzlesticked at the thought of aloneness.  I don’t even know what I will do, but whatever it is I will cherish the ability to do it ALONE.

Go to the bathroom…ALONE.  Maybe I’ll even read a magazine in there!!!!

Do laundry…ALONE.  Ten times faster than usual with my helper.

Watch TV…ALONE.  No Disney Channel!

Eat chocolate…WITHOUT HAVING TO SNEAK IT!!!

Lay on my couch with a book!!!  And actually READ it!

Oh, the Places I’ll Go!  Panera for breakfast with a friend!  Target, without having my darling boy begging for a Matchbox!  The Chocolate Mill!  The Bookstore!  The Library!  Grocery Shopping!! Alone-alone-ALONE!!!!

WhooHoo!

And you know, as I type all this, I laugh at myself, knowing that tomorrow I will cry in the car all alone after I drop him off and the reality strikes me.

My house will feel too empty without him here.

The car rides won’t be nearly as much fun alone.

Getting groceries will be a bore alone, without my little boy asking a zillion questions and “helping” me with the cart.

I won’t want to waste the free time reading a book or watching TV when I could get ahead on housework, or use the time to exercise at the Y.

Ah, well…

Maybe being alone won’t be all that great after all….but I’ll do my best to make the most of it.  😉

The IvoryHut….

As most, if not all of you already know, our dear internet friend IvoryHut and her family experienced a terrible tragedy with the loss of their home and all possessions in a house fire two nights ago.  She, her husband, son and his grandmother barely escaped, and for that they are grateful and consider themselves blessed.  I am linking to a new website that has been set up to help Erika’s family in their critical time of need.  Please visit, read her story, and be thankful this day for the many blessings in your own lives, as am I.  We all could learn something from the strength with which she is facing this crisis.  If you are moved to help, the link below will take you there.

The Friends of IvoryHut