I Take My Whining Seriously

Whilst in the throes of my recent hating-my-house-moments, I had nothing better to do than sit with my iPad and look for trouble. There’s this handy little Trulia App that shows real estate for sale.

Well looky what I found:

Just a few miles from my house…waiting to be bought and built on. 30 acres. *sigh* Isn’t it beeee-yooo-teee-ful?!

But if you look closely at the photo, you’ll see what isn’t included with the property.

Little Neighbors 1, 2, and 3 that are as close to our children as cousins. Dear Neighbors who we have laughed with us, cried with us, supported us, and been supported by us. The many borrowed eggs, and sugar, and parmesan cheese that have passed between all our neighbors’ homes. Our Dear Sue across the street who has been a second mother to our daughters, and will always be family to us. Mr. Ding-A-Ling who drives by with ice cream every evening in summer. The deck Zan built for me. The former owners of our home who have shared their family histories with us. The sense of spirit and light our home possesses. None of that comes with that beautiful property in the photo. So here we will stay, grounded in the community we’ve helped build.

But look out neighbors…as Sue says, “It all starts with a throw pillow,” and I have some broken blinds in my windows. Better get a construction crew in to take care of them. 😉

Rantings of a Homebound Lunatic

*I hate the rain.

*I love the rain because it isn’t accompanied by tornadoes.

*I’m pissed off at my back and my damned nerve.

*I’m thankful for my trials because they are much less than other’s trials.

*I love my family, they are so helpful!!

*Why can’t they keep their damned things off the damned floor?!!!!

*I love my house…it’s so cozy.

*I HATE my house! It’s damned filthy, and stinky, and falling apart? Why did we ever buy a damned old house anyway??!!!

*I want to take pictures.

*I can’t be bothered to take pictures.

*I NEED time alone!!!

*I’m so lonely, I need company.

*This pillow is too hard.

*This pillow is too soft.

*Everything is so pretty and green!

*Everything is so damned GREEN!!!!!

*I want to buy new blinds and curtains.

*I want to renovate the house.

*I want to start over and build a new house.

*Wahhhhh! I can’t leave my house!  I love my house!!!

*Wahhh!  I love my neighbors! I can’t leave them!!!

*ANOTHER DAMNED ANT!!! I HATE MY HOUSE!!!!

*I love weekends when we’re all together.

*I can’t wait till everyone leaves for work and school on Monday!!

This is a small sampling of my state of mind these days!  LOL  I think I am at war with myself.  My evil “twin” wants to be depressed and miserable, but my spirit is fighting the good fight, constantly keeping perspective, and reminding itself how fortunate it is.

Today, I take Scott’s advice and travel with camera in hand throughout the day.  The goal, capture the things I’m thankful for this day.  A day of gratitude is therapy for the soul.