Gerry read this and thought something was wrong…so sorry if it was misleading. My test today was my routine first/baseline, but leave it to me to freak myself out over it. I tend to visit the world of Whatifs a bit too often than is good for me when I’m faced with a routine exam. This was one of those times.

So, I’m heading in for my first ever Mammogram and I am shaking and quaking so I can barely type. I am early so I am killing time and somehow writing about it is therapeutic. I have never visited this office feeling quite so terrified, even when I was having scary problem pregnancy moments. I guess those were mid crisis though and I tend to hold myself together fairly well when I’m in the midst of a trauma…it’s after that I fall apart.
Ok so I’m going in on my rattling legs. Wish me luck and a good result.