Dawn

Gazing to the horizon
   Warm yellow, inviting
Looking back on what had been deemed Wasteland
Trudged, heavy limbed, sore and heaving
   Through the gray never ending vastness
   Dust the only thing visible
Tripping on the jagged edges rising
   One treacherous step at a time
Now I see
   Colors
   Vivid specks of pinks and greens, magenta and coral, blue and indigo
   They were there all along
   Simply in shadow
Gazing again toward the horizon
   Between the edge and me
Seeing only gray
Stepping forward nonetheless
   Determined to see past the obvious
   Knowing that the colors are there
   And the shadow is nothing to fear.

No Promises

Welcome back!

It has been so very long, and I don’t know where to start.

I am not the same person I was when you last saw me here. That is a good thing. Life should change us, and it has certainly changed me. The last you saw me here was in January of 2015.

It is now nearly January of 2021.

So much to tell you, but I think I should just let it unfold as it will. What wants to be told will be told in time.

For now, I will tell you that those kids of mine are healthy and well, and Zan is still my partner in Life. “Big Girl” is now 23, owns her own photography studio and clothing boutique, and is engaged to be married this fall. “Little Girl” is now a 19 year old sophomore in college, exploring her future, and figuring things out. “Baby Boy” is no baby. He is 13 and 5’9″, towering over his mother.

Life is weird. Time is weird.

And change is the only constant we have.